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Today .. today I feel very bad. Tears fell, but why can? I tried to cover up, but unstoppable. I'm supposed to do, they are equally as important. Them, friends,someone I love. They really made ​​me comfortable around me, whether this state can not balance? They really mean but you really too.. Hey, I also have life, I want to be free, I want to laugh with them, but ... I love you too .. I cann't choose. Whether the past can not be lost? I'm tired of argument and always bring up this problem. Can you understand me? I just need a little...